I am going through a huge change in my life with being a mom to a toddler and finally coming into my own. I have gone through a huge transformation in my life in almost all ways. I needed it, for me. I wanted to look at my body as a new mom and enjoy it for the first time. I feel like I do now. I am comfortable in my skin and am not ashamed to cover up my body. I feel way more comfortable than I did in my 20’s and wanted to show that mom’s can be sexy too.
I decided to do another shoot, less than a year after my 1st one, for me. To remind myself who I am, and why I like me and gain some of my confidence and ego back (ego in a good way not cocky). I want to remember this time in my life, where I feel completely out of control, but also so steadfast in my decisions being for me and MY happiness. I know that can come off as selfish, but being selfish sometimes is a good thing, especially when it involves you being happy.
First let me mention the surprise for ME! When Courtney revealed the debut images to me, I was surprised to move through so many emotions: I was first grasped by the perfect music that was put to the images, then I squealed with delight at the created images. (I recognized the poses but didn’t realize what classy creations would result). I was then impressed by the sexy lady I saw .....ME!! I knew that my Lover would be thrilled with such a personal collection. And so yes.... (I’m sorry Courtney), I finally just cried a little by the end of the debut.